life is always full of surprises. to clarify i am not unhappy i might hv to announce some of the lovely thing after my month in the new journey.

due to some "lousy" reason, i m always awakened during past weeks. not because of my changing life style (i delay my whole cycle 2 hours everyday since i started my new job), i m not sure if there is pressure but the fact is i hv lost 5 lbs. that's incredible, coz this is my lightest weight so far in the past 10 years.

think of it, u sweating under bring sunlight almost everyday. could not sleep due to serious sickness, and no more breadfast or even dinner. 5lbs seems reasonable, but out of my expectation.

and suddently you've got a chance to austrila, tho only stay for one fucking day (29 hours to be precise). and my book shelf due to that lousy reason is totally being "ruminated" by my mum. my "cultural study series" lost their privileged position, everything's losing their order (not to tell even inverted). the inner shelf finally hving their sun bath again, most of them are novels.

then my lovely coetzee's "slow man" , which bought 2 years ago finally have a chance to come out. with his "youth" too. i decided to bring this book with me.

so far it is still ok. if i temporarily forget the interview after the trip.

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today i had an interview with my beloved illustrator Yoshitaka Amano san, yes i recommended him to my editor coz i really like his sketch and the very dark mood.

he is inborn a character designer and artist, shy and living in his own little world even he is so famous around the globe. father of otaku, in his secret room.

i m so addicted to his vampire hunter D drawings and all of his pencil sketches. really have some sentiments like gustav klimt.

the most lovely thing must be, his hand sketch of vampire hunter D in my notebook. such a intimate and direct touch of his heart. thanks Amano-san.