a story about her is boring. no one wants to read, she left her trace in xanga.

how she hide the self in the space. the addiction she has given herself is just like a stupid sign, search for anything related to his name. in any circumtance, ablum, facebook, website.

unlike others, he claimed he is too busy to do anything with her. which means no spare time to share with you. thus this pity girl pretended to be very busy too.

dare to tell, dare to lie. dare to cut.

friends sometimes find her to chit chat, she never refused. but she only wants him. this is like a S&M relationship. bloodily clear.


desire of his name overwhelming desire of sex. she demands a battle. he never wish to start one though.

the most boring part is there ain't anything related to love. even at the very first moment.

no one can help. except herself. she stopped reading, drinking or writing. forgot how long she hasn't get drunk. forgot how long he kept refusing her date. this is a marathon, whenever she gave up he will win. fair and simple.







she remembers the election in the council, not 50/50. boring films and intimate touch. japanese dinner and manga. equal amount of input. no return. however.


everything's out of control. ended with the fading colors. boring band.
non-communicative. checking emails, replying nothing. she is wasting her precious time.


a sign no longer able to burn her life. finally she... is still boring.


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我靜靜的在這兒寫因為都沒人會看
我寫字開始很 怎說呢

說是不想給你看
因為總有太多詮釋


近來見了很多藝術家 談了很多所謂藝術
很廣義說的藝術 好像對我真的很沒意思
因為什麼也成為了藝術 真的很沒勁
專業或技巧都成為concept下的陪襯

很包裝

文化節目亦不過是有錢人的閒玩意
high同low之間 你見得到

真的 很討厭